Life has not been dull that's for sure. It has had its many twists and turns and the most recent and most concerning one has been him. Why have we become so complicated? It can't possibly be all my fault. Why can't you trust me anymore? Why can't I trust you anymore? Why why why why why why why. I told myself I would shed no more tears over you. I was crying when I first said that. I'm just so confused! It just doesn't feel right anymore and I'm sure you feel it too. Why can we never talk things through? Why do we keep avoiding everything? It brings tears to my eyes thinking about another breakup because life is just so hard to go along with without you. As much as I would like to tell myself I am strong I am nothing without you.

I want us to work. More than anything in the world. Can you see that?

;;11:24 PM