I DO NOT LIKE BEING LECTUREDi understand you're looking out for me, but please, do not lecture me. you will only push me away even further. i hate how you are after a fight. i tend to blow off my steam quickly and am happy to go into normal conversation again. you on the other hand keep on acting shitty and therefore aggravate me more. but no matter, im just writing this to blow steam, hence the bad grammar. i still love you with all my heart. i just dont understand why you constantly bother with me.